Friday, May 23, 2008
I m so stupid!!!
HAIZ!!! i jus get back my report book. i got 3 F9, 2 D7 & 1 C5... total L1R4: 37(cant go anywhere) so sad, don dare to let bastard see it,he will kill me for sure... last years pass 2 subjects already scold until like hell for few days... now pass 1 subject, he will definitely scold me for months... i don plan to let him sign my report slip... i scare!!! i don wan to tell him.. he have been asking me how is my result, i jus act blur saying that result is not out yet... try to keep it from him as long as possible.. scare he hearty attack... haha... THE BEST!!!
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Last Saturday! i went with some frenz to escape theme park.. i went there once when i was primary 5... so that day i was excited becoz i thought i could play all facilties no matter high or fast, i could manage the pressure... BUT i was wrong, when i played the pirate ship, i was dizzy after the whole thing.. when during the pirate ship, i feel very uncomfortable, i unable to shout out and i feel like falling off from the seat and i hold on to the bar tightly...
after that i went with frenz to play the Mini Roller Coaster, i m totally cant take it, i close my eyes and my frenz ask me to relax, nothing going to happen... after the 2 rounds ride... i came down and vomited my first time... i was totally dizzy...so i rest and watched my frenz play... i was verysian becoz i alone sitting there and evny them tat they able to play all those machines... so envy... haiz...
i vomited for more than 7 times... until my intestine almost come out liao... luckily i still got enjoy some la.. like blaster boat, haunted house, super man but i oso got vomit la... the haunted is quite scary, my frenz ask me be the first, i thought is jus normal, i be the first, but haven start waliking my leg stuck to the ground... i say i don dare then keep asking another frenz to come infront... then we start walking, i was quite scare. scare suddenly got ppl jump out or grab my hand.. so i grab my frenz hard... haha!! i oso like the blaster boat, my frenz all spray water at me and i shoot oso.. until we all very wet.. but is fun.. HEHE xD.. we dry ourselves by playing super man, becoz spinning then our clothes will dry... but i play continous 2 times then i came down to vomit...
we played from 10am to 8pm till the park close, my frenz enjoyed alot la, but i didn becoz i didn played much... sadded.. hope i dare to play again..
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
Friday, May 16, 2008
AM I STUPID?? AM I AN IDIOT?? HAIZ...
Today, i get back all my exams papers, i got a big shock!! even those papers i m confident in... I fail! I studied 6 subjects BUT i ONLY PASS 1!!! and FAIL 5!!! I was very confident in my geography becoz i studied and memorise very well, and i m able to answer the question... BUT i fail until very BADLY!!! i got 14/50 for it... i don't know why and wat happen? is it the teacher too strict in marking OR is it my fault? WHY FAIL UNTIL SO JIA LAK??? i couldn't believe it when i get my paper... SO SHOCKING!! and my social studies oso... but that i learn the chapters that didn come out so i aspected tis subject will fail but the only thing i feel unfair is GEOGRAPHY... i didn learn wrong topic, i know wat type of question coming out, but why fail?? I VERY DISSAPPOINTED!!! AND I DON DARE TO TELL BASTARD ABOUT IT.. IF I TELL, HE WILL KILL ME... TIS YEAR IS THE WORSE RESULT I GET IN MY SECONDARY LIFE... DAMN WORSE!!! WORSE UNTIL BASTARD SEE LE WILL VOMIT BLOOD AND BLOOD VESSELS BURST!!! HAIZ... TIS IS ALL FATE!
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
Saturday, May 10, 2008
For my mum!! 
Tommorrow is Mother's Day.. So my sis bought a cake for my mum to celebrate 1 day in advance.. The Mango cake is special, on top is mango fruit and inside is the "luo mi" and chocolate cake... it taste delicious!!! But i didn buy anything for my mum, as i got no time AND i CANT go out plus no money... So i saving money to buy something for my mum on her birthday.. But wat should i buy? ALthough i live with my mum for 10 yrs, i still don know wat she like.. she very choosy, very hard to please her... But if is my sis, even no present she also happy, but for me, never buy say i not good, buy liao say so cheap.. As if i got ALOT of money... Haiz!!! Why do ppl always dislike me? Am i jinx?? Maybe!!
My mum once say that after giving birth to me, she got a lump growing in her body, she have to go for operation to get rid, last few years, her lump grow back again and have to go for operation again.. she spend 20 days in hospital and me always after school have to go hospital to visit her and visit her until 10pm then i went home... And tat time life was really difficult.. i have 2 big pails of clothes to wash.. Mine own clothes and Bastard, then sometime i m tired to wash, i will leave the washing tommorow but the detergent water smell awful... and i have to rewash the whole clothes... Haiz... I look like a jinx... I rather my mum don't give birth to me.. She actually don want to give birth to me, she say got 2 children is ok liao, but i came at the wrong time, she got no choice but to give birth to me...
And i break her happiness, becoz of ME, she divorced with my FIRST stepfather becoz he always scold me and they always quarrel becoz of me,now think back i m very guilty... If not becoz of me, she wont find tis bloody bastard and make herself suffer alot, and i lost my Freedom... i rather she don divorced, at least i m a child with my own freedom but after she know tis Bastard, my life is totally miserable... I LOSE MY FREEDOM, MY MUM LOSE HER FREEDOM, LOSE HER HAPPY AND CAREFREE LIFE... NOW LIVING IN MISERABLE... HAIZ.. maybe i m a jinx.. making her pay back wat she owe me in previous life...
I REALLY HOPE TIME CAN REVERSE, REVERSE TO THE TIME THAT I CAN STOP MUM AND BASTARD MEETING AND STOP MUM FROM DIVORCING WITH MY FIRST STEPFATHER.. AND WE WONT LIVE IN MISERABLE.. EVERYDAY QUARREL, EVERYDAY GET SCOLDING FOR NOTHING AND NO FREEDOM...
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
Friday, May 9, 2008
STRESS!!! this few days having exams, feeling so tired and stress... Cant have a good sleep, becoz study until very late and my brain cant absorb so much at a time. So need more time to memorise... The worse thing is tat i study for social studies HOUSING topic, BUT it didn come out and i take a RISK to study 1 chapter only , yet that topic is not out!!! I could only stare blank at the questions waiting for my brain to squeeze something out for me to write...And we whole class also, taken the WRONG risk and irritating Mr Rafi hint us wrongly.. other class also study HOUSING.. All very angry with him...
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
Monday, May 5, 2008
LOLS!!! i m late for my FIRST mid year paper today... i was having a dream, it is so weird.. In my dream, i dreamt of myself late for school, i was still at home at 7.45am.. i was nervous... and suddenly i woke up and realize i m really late.. it is 6.45am already, so i quickly wake up, go wash up and rush to school... Luckily, i wake up is not too late.. i reach school at about 7.10am.. and i was sweating becoz i rush there... But tis is not the important that make me furious...
The thing tat make me furious was that BASTARD, when i woke up, he is in toilet and HE DIDN WAKE ME UP... Since he wake up and see me still sleeping, he should at least wake me up!!! and not wait till i wake up myself... wat if i wake up abit later, i would have fail my first paper of english... TIS STUPID BASTARD, I HATE HIM!!! HOPE HE VANISH IN FRONT OF ME!!!
When i was doing my paper, my flu come back, and becoz i woke up late, i ididn pack my bag. i jus throw in my jacket and pencil case and open door and rush down... I DIDN TAKE TISSUES!!! when i in the hall, my flu getting worse but luckily i have 3 pieces of tissues in my bag.. But i don dare to sneeze out... becoz the whole sec 4E and 5N was in the hall taking exam together... AND the hall isso quiet that i don dare to sneeze using tissues paper... No choice lor, i wait till the whole paper finish, i rush to the toilet and explode... HAHA XD... For the second paper oso, i waited soooo long for the whole paper to end and rush to toilet... Now i hope my flu get away from me... it makes me suffer... I WONT LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN, I WILL TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.. I DON WAN IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN.. I VERY SCARED LE...
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
Friday, May 2, 2008
Some people said
Falling in love on the Internet is ridiculous
People were just fooling around
People were just having fun
But it fades away
Since I met you
Once in January
A friendship is found
We email and chat very often
Until we realized that there’s other way
To keep in touch with each other
From then on,
We used to send letters
We used to send SmS
And so our bonding get stronger
Little by little
I learned to like you
You always make me happy
We talked a lot of things
We feel comfortable with each other
But once in February
Magic was felt
A love was made
A love that I never expected
A love that I never felt before
Being involve in a
Long-distance relationshipI mustn’t fallow my heartfelt
I’m afraid to fall, I’m afraid to be hurt is difficult
I thought to myself its silly
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
WAAA!! next week exam le!! this few days soooo SICK, make me feel like sleeping more than studying... Hope the paper not too difficult, but hope my brain don't become blank at that time..HOPE i recover from flu by that time, so that i wont be so NOISY... become i will have to take tissueand sneeze out, TAT WILL MAKE ALOT OF NOISE AND WILL DISTURB OTHER PPL...
today, i have my english oral, i was quite nervous... Becoz i am the FIRST person to be tested.. last time i was in the middle numbers.. and i was nervous..
our teacher, Mr Leon was late, we started abit later than the other group..when Mr Leon come, i was been asked to sit down and prepare.. when i was half ready, i looked up at Mr Leon. he asked am i ready.. and i want to end earlier so i say yes...
I was having flu, and my nose is very itchy and i keep sneezing.. but i still go on... after picture discussion, we went on to CONVERSTION... and topic is about COOKING!! i was lucky. i always help to cook at home.. so conversation part is fun and relax... Mr Leon laughed very loudly... then my frenz say:" YR TEACHER LAUGHED UNTIL VERY LOUD LOR! WAT U SAY? MAKE HIM LAUGHED UNTIL NEXT FEW TABLE CAN HEAR!." then i say doing my CONVERSATION la.. he asked i answer and i talk about my OWN experience and Mr Leon's eyes become big when he hear my mum know how to make KUEHS... HAHA XD Hope his laughter will give me more marks that help me pass english... becoz i cant fail more than 3 subjects and above... HAVE TO GO S-CUBE, last year i went before... DAMN boring lor, boring until i want sleep liao... so PRAY HARD I PASS 3 SUBJECTS AND ABOVE.....
THE BEST IS PASS ALL SUBJECTS... HeeHee :)
-
Feed her Sugar....# ;
