For my mum!! 
Tommorrow is Mother's Day.. So my sis bought a cake for my mum to celebrate 1 day in advance.. The Mango cake is special, on top is mango fruit and inside is the "luo mi" and chocolate cake... it taste delicious!!! But i didn buy anything for my mum, as i got no time AND i CANT go out plus no money... So i saving money to buy something for my mum on her birthday.. But wat should i buy? ALthough i live with my mum for 10 yrs, i still don know wat she like.. she very choosy, very hard to please her... But if is my sis, even no present she also happy, but for me, never buy say i not good, buy liao say so cheap.. As if i got ALOT of money... Haiz!!! Why do ppl always dislike me? Am i jinx?? Maybe!!
My mum once say that after giving birth to me, she got a lump growing in her body, she have to go for operation to get rid, last few years, her lump grow back again and have to go for operation again.. she spend 20 days in hospital and me always after school have to go hospital to visit her and visit her until 10pm then i went home... And tat time life was really difficult.. i have 2 big pails of clothes to wash.. Mine own clothes and Bastard, then sometime i m tired to wash, i will leave the washing tommorow but the detergent water smell awful... and i have to rewash the whole clothes... Haiz... I look like a jinx... I rather my mum don't give birth to me.. She actually don want to give birth to me, she say got 2 children is ok liao, but i came at the wrong time, she got no choice but to give birth to me...
And i break her happiness, becoz of ME, she divorced with my FIRST stepfather becoz he always scold me and they always quarrel becoz of me,now think back i m very guilty... If not becoz of me, she wont find tis bloody bastard and make herself suffer alot, and i lost my Freedom... i rather she don divorced, at least i m a child with my own freedom but after she know tis Bastard, my life is totally miserable... I LOSE MY FREEDOM, MY MUM LOSE HER FREEDOM, LOSE HER HAPPY AND CAREFREE LIFE... NOW LIVING IN MISERABLE... HAIZ.. maybe i m a jinx.. making her pay back wat she owe me in previous life...
I REALLY HOPE TIME CAN REVERSE, REVERSE TO THE TIME THAT I CAN STOP MUM AND BASTARD MEETING AND STOP MUM FROM DIVORCING WITH MY FIRST STEPFATHER.. AND WE WONT LIVE IN MISERABLE.. EVERYDAY QUARREL, EVERYDAY GET SCOLDING FOR NOTHING AND NO FREEDOM...
